[15 Jan 2007|01:08am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | postmark my compass ] ok so it didnt work out, time to move on, right? i wish it were as easy as it sounds. but i know i will make it through this, and we will both be happy. the only shitty thing is that i could have been happy with the way things were. i guess she couldnt, but thats on her. i really loved this girl with all my heart, and if any of you have loved somebody more than they could ever imagine, and they just couldnt see it no matter how hard you tried to show them, then you know exactly how i feel right now. im actually better now that its actually over than i was when she was dangling what we had right in front of my face. whatever, ill be fine eventually. enough depressing shit, lets talk about some good things. with this off my mind, im going to be able to focus a lot more on my schoolwork. maybe its a blessing in disguise, cause i really need to get the ball rolling with school. fuck school, i just want to be over and done with that shit. tomorrow im going to get a physical done so i can get my license. my dad bought me a car, a 92 buick lesabre. haha its pretty dope for a grandma car, i wont even lie. i got it insured, and my friend pj's dad is gonna do the inspection for it cause he owns a meinike down in quakertown. i know that you guys are probably pissed at me cause i havent visited lately, but im sorry. i made a dumbass move to stay here and spend my christmas with my girlfriend, and that turned out pretty shitty. the next opportunity i will have with school and shit to come down will be the summer. yea, thats far away, but its giving me something to look forward to. i cant wait to see you guys again. i mean i have some good friends up here, but i grew up with you guys and nothing can replace that. so just tought it out for like five more months and ill be there, k?! also, im falling back in love with american nightmare. i mean i never stopped liking them, i just kinda havent listened to them in a while. now that i listen to them again, every song feels like it relates directly to my life, and its helping me feel better. shut up im a pussy ok ;___; k well ill update again when something sweet happens. that means you wont hear from me for a while. 6 comments|post comment

[01 Jan 2006|11:18pm] [ mood | bummed ] [ music | less than jake - dopeman ] i had the sweetest time this past week in jacksonville. word up to everyone down there. i love you guys! i would like to say that new years was sweet as FUCK. triple kegger in springfield or something, getting wasted. six kegger at the beach, and some chick getting hit by a car. sarah and krystin being drunk hoes! i missed my flight this morning because i was so wasted last night and got like two hours of sleep. but its all good cause seriously that was a really good new years. im rambling. i miss everyone in jacksonville already and im so bummed im not gonna be able to see them for so long. i love you guys. stay safe and keep in touch! 9 comments|post comment

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